5/1/05 01:36 pm - Break!
So this whole week was break, but since I haven't been to school in about two weeks-I have to say it's not entirely my fault I got sick. . .you guys can laugh all you want that we both got sinus infections, but it was an amazing experience and it completely helped me get over ant. I really can't believe you guys were watching in the mirror! You need to get porn!!!!! Can I say one more time without all you guys hating me how absolutely cute and nice this guy is! But anywhos, I'm glad that all my friends are feeling better and we've had a chance to cause at least a little bit of trouble this week. It mostly consisted of hanging around, playing softball, and sleeping, we did finish our script though. Dom, you are definately my most scandelous babe, and Lauren, I want to let you know they wouldn't let me fall asleep until around 6 am, whenever I started to pass out, they poked me, yelled at me, or picked me up and brought me somewhere else! Good times though, glad we went even though you ditched me.
I found out this week, that almost everyone associates me with turtles, I wonder why, it could be the pinata (its new, thanks Steph!), the necklace, the earings, the 2 turtles on my keychain, the t-shirts, or possibly me always talking about them. It's a mystery!
Now time for a rant-->I'm sick and tired of being the cute girl! I had two guys call me cute in the past 2 weeks. The first time was an answer to why the guy liked me and the second was some one remembering me, I'm the cute little brunnette! I don't wanna be cute! Just because I'm only 5'2", not fat, and I've got short hair, people think I'm cute! Although it does help me get away with a lot of stuff, I give the cute face to guys and they either can't be mad at me, or just agree with me. But that annoyance was the cause of me wearing my "fuck me" outfit, it was nice, I was an object of lust and not "awwwww she's so cute" puppy like thing. Puppies and Kittens are cute! Oh well, I guess there are worse things to be called.
My dad and I got into a huge fight yesterday, I was suppossed to go to a show up in NY state, my dad okayed the trip early in the week and so I made plans with another girl to go, I made a commitment. Then Saturday morning he comes into my room and was like, no I don't think I want you going. I was upset about not being able to go, but I was pissed at him because he made me the kind of person I hate-the one who cancels last minute on a commitment. I'm always so aggrivated when people do that to me, I think it's irresponsible and kind of rude. The girl I was suppossed to go with understood my trouble with my dad and she was really cool about the whole thing. I feel bad and would like to make it up to her, I don't think I can apologize enough, but she still went I would have felt much worse if she hadn't because I had to cancel on her. My dad and I made up, after spending some time at my mom's cooling off, I called him and told him to get a pizza and a comedy and we talked. We have a little belief in my family that you should never go to bed mad at some one, I think it's a good rule of thumb to go by.
So yeah, school tomorrow, don't really wanna go, but what can ya do, I think it's time to go back. TTFN people.
~Becky